It's been more than 2 months since I last wrote something about my life. Many things happened in these 2 months time. Had an accident after one raining evening in front of Sunway Pyramid, leaving a "L" shape scar on my LEFT curl, reminding me to be more careful when riding on road. However, I managed to go through it all, safely, for those who loves me, and for those I loved.
I still remember the Wednesday night that we had our first dinner together, after you went back office to settle some work after pump class, at Kim Gary. The song that you shared with me. Hearing your conversation with your close friend over the phone, with the apologize look on your face, while I'm listening to your songs collection in your iPod. Giving you a pad on your shoulder, to let you know it's okay with me.
We chatted the whole night long, about our past, present and future, until the shop closed, until 2am. It's a long chat. I had never chat with anyone for that long in years. I guess that's the time when I started to feel something developing in my heart, on you; a honest, mature thinking and loyal-to-love person.
I could still remember the sms-es that we corresponded days after our dinner, and over the weekend. If it's not because of my mobile faulty, I would still have those sms-es with me. The thing that I remember the most, was the sms you sent to me, saying that you would text me when you were home safely after chilling with your friends, and you did, for the two days in the weekend.
Our first movie in MV on Sunday midnight, Journey to The Center of The Earth-3D. I really hope you like the album I burned for you, and the lyrics that I sent to your email days later. I had a good time in the cinema, and I knew you did too. I'm really looking forward for the next outing with you, for dinner, drink or movie, again. We continue to SMS each other, everyday, every night. Tried to ask you out for dinner again, but your tight and busy working nature doesn't allow us to spend a meal together.
Another weekend come. You were out with friends, and I took the most silly move to ask you to text me when you were home that night, and you did. Anyhow, I guess it's that time, you started to feel something. You were on MC on the Monday, due to your upset stomach that had bothered your for few days. Sent you few SMS to see how were you doing, but you were busy with your room cleaning that you didnt reply these SMS until you were on your way to MSC. Do you know, I didn't expect you to turn back and walk to me, after keeping all the equipments, to tell me that you have to go back early to finish up your room clean up that you left halfway, in order to come to join the class? I was about to wave good bye to you when you were approaching the glass door. Another week comes and goes.
Something happened on last Wednesday in the gym. This incident did depressed me for few days, nothing much I can do about it. I finally learn it the hard way. I'm just have to be more careful with my behavior during class in future.
Anyhow, it's on the same night that I had your SMS, telling me that you are in your recovery stage from your previous relationship, and you just wish to live a simple recovery life, that doesn't make other people and your life hard. You said it's something imprinted into you since the last relationship, and you would tell me what it's when the time is here. Nothing much I can do.
AFGAN - Terima Kasih Cinta
(The song of your new favorite artist that you shared with me during our dinner)
Tersadar didalam sepiku
Setelah jauh melangkah
Cahaya kasihmu menuntunku
Kembali dalam dekap tanganmu
Terima kasih cinta untuk segalanya
Kau berikan lagi kesempatan itu
Tak akan terulang lagi
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Tanpamu tiada berarti
Tak mampu lagi berdiri
Cahaya kasihmu menuntunku
Kembali dalam dekap tanganmu
Terima kasih cinta untuk segalanya
Kau berikan lagi kesempatan itu
Tak akan terulang lagi
Semuaaa kesalahanku yang pernah menyakitimu
Ouuwwww...
Ouuwwww...
Terima kasih cinta untuk segalanya
Kau berikan lagi kesempatan itu
Tak akan terulang lagi
Semuaaa kesalahanku
oouuwww
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