16 May 2008 10.35am
"Done with d HELP HR manager. Would know result early next week. Working hour 9-5, alternate Saturday 9-1. 18 days annual leave. RM4.5k bit high. Haha..."
16 May 2008 10.46am
"Good then. At least 4k la. So today go class at MSC?"
16 May 2008 11.06am
"Hopefully.. I hv class in MV tonite. U also dun miss me.. :-("
16 May 2008 11.26am
"Thought of dinner with you tonight. But not same club then cannot la. Next time la."
16 May 2008 11.40am
"Can still meet u in kl town if u wan to, since u take time to shower.. I miss u lor.."
16 May 2008 11.52am
"Wat time is your class? Wat time u can reach kl?"
16 May 2008 12.00pm
"Calss til 8.50pm. Reach at 9.30pm. U ok?"
16 May 2008 12.16pm
"Ok ar. Make sure u shower wor. Haha. So i wait u at Cali?"
16 May 2008 12.00pm
"Haiyo.. I always shower,ok! Jz not as long as u only :-D
Ya.. Wait at Cali."
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16 May 2008 9.05pm
"On my way Dear. C u."
16 May 2008 9.28pm
"Dear, I'm here..."
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It's so good to have dinner with you again after missing it for 2 weeks, that you couldn't make it on the day that we used to meet up for dinner. It's a surprise for me that you would ask me out for dinner, as it's Friday, and you are normally out with your friends. Could it be that you miss me, that you wanna see me?
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16 May 2008 11.32pm
"Thx for dinner v me Dear.. Love u.. Hugz.. Drv safely.."
16 May 2008 11.40pm
"Y thanks? U also accompany me dinner wat. Ride safely."
16 May 2008 11.58pm
"Thanks cos u DATE me for dinner."
"Does it mean u miss me?"
"Jz reached home."
17 May 2008 12.01pm
"It doesn't mean i miss u. but it means u stand a place in my heart. So dun say im avoiding u."
17 May 2008 12.07am
"Yes dear.. Tht day u said u do miss me, i'm happy.. I din say u avoiding me.. oh.. U read my blog.. Hope tht place in ur heart will expand. Am i greedy? Eating ice cream now, bought from mini-mart. Hot n thirsty. "
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When you don't miss me, what kind of place I stand in your heart? Confusing....
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品冠 & 梁靜茹 明明很愛你
有多少人在旁边
我们都视而不见
彼此却忍不住多看几眼
感觉强烈
已经微笑的放电
已经暗示到极限
没勇气的人犹豫的瞬间
幸福就飘过面前
我平凡无奇
而你像灿烂星星
让我担心
明明很爱你
明明想靠近
但是你的身边有人捧花总是拥挤
我凭什么一一打败情敌
敢大声说要做你(我)的唯一
明明很爱你
明明想靠近
为什么还要再浪费时间不把你(我)抱紧
够真心才是最厉害的武器
我会拼命让你更满意
讲配不配太俗气
说爱不爱要问起
爱由我们自己决定
不必理跌破谁的眼镜
明明很爱你
明明想靠近
但是你的身边有人捧花总是拥挤
我凭什么一一打败情敌
敢大声说要做你(我)的唯一
明明很爱你
明明想靠近
为什么还要再浪费时间不把你(我)抱紧
够真心才是最厉害的武器
我会拼命让你更满意
Saturday, May 17, 2008
Sunday, May 11, 2008
<寂寞。你> Alone 。You
I met up with one of my close friends for dinner on Friday night, as his lover is back to hometown in Kulim. Catch up with him about each other recent life and future plan. As the conversation went on, he suddenly asked me this question,"This question is kind of personal, but do you ever feel alone or lonely when back at home at night, after broke off, where there was used to be someone waiting for you?"
This question makes me think. Did I feel lonely or alone before, ever since broke off last 5 months ago?
The only thing that I remembered about this 5 months was i always went home late, sleep late in the night, before dawn. I always stayed at best friend's place until 11pm or 12 midnight, before he had to sleep as need to work the next day. I would be on my motorbike, and ride from Cheras to Wangsa Maju, then to Bukit Damansara, turns to Kelana Jaya, all the way to Sunway, and down to Federal Highway to go home. I was fear, to go home, the feeling of seeing someone's belongings make me sad, down and hurt; when i know the person was no longer there in the house. I just wanna run away from it, but I know somehow rather I have to face it one day, no matter how long I run away from it. Dealing with the feeling, accept the facts, supports from friends, are the courage that makes me move on, until today, until now, until I meet you.
I thought I would not fall in love that easily again after the hurt I experienced, after being loving someone so selflessly, so foolishly for almost 7 years. I told myself, enough, let's make everything, every pain i felt, every hurt on my heart beat to the end, never love like this again, unless that person could really do something that makes me feel touched.
Until I met you, after you broke off with your love one,that was being together for two years; all the lies told, all the things done, that come to the end, like my case, make me feel something, especially of knowing what kind of relationship you want in future. The more I chat with you, the more I fall into you. I don't know why. Sometimes, certain thing just have no answer.
After knowing you, home became a place that I wanted to go to the most. Wanted to chat with you in the MSN. Don't want you to wait for me for too long. We could chat for hours, until every time you have to remind me to sleep early, as need to work in the next morning, and I always tried to chat you for few more moment.
I know how you feel about me. I know your life and career are in chaos now. You resigned early this year, planning to go to S'pore to company your love one, never expect of the broke off. With so many people that are after you, and that you don't wish to jump into another relationship without knowing the person well. I have no option, besides respect your decision. I understand your condition, as once, my life was like that too. Thanks to the supports of my friends.
Thank you for your honesty. Thank you for your caring. Sorry for don't know how to react properly after hearing what you told me. Sorry for not knowing how to handle such condition. I was glad that I called you the next night, to talk to you over the phone, and tell you what is my decision.
No one know about future. All I wish for, is your happiness. Hope we would have the chance to get to know each other more, and well. I think our progression is good, even though we only keep in touch via sms or in MSN. Really wish we both have the time and chance to get to know each other better..
张栋梁 - 只因为你
从清晨露出微笑的金黄
我知道我不会再孤单
看你为我绽放的脸庞
放在心上
有了你我的世界不一样
童话里幸福终结了忧伤
你是我最靠近的坚强
有你陪我自在地遨翔抬头仰望
天空变成一座游乐场
世界更明亮
只因为你我情不自禁闭上眼睛
心里想了想还是你
不让你离开我的手心
呵护着你幻想着
紧抱在我怀里
只因为你我情不自禁这样为你
证明我不再孩子气
如果有一天我们老去寸步不离
回忆里如镜子都是你
This question makes me think. Did I feel lonely or alone before, ever since broke off last 5 months ago?
The only thing that I remembered about this 5 months was i always went home late, sleep late in the night, before dawn. I always stayed at best friend's place until 11pm or 12 midnight, before he had to sleep as need to work the next day. I would be on my motorbike, and ride from Cheras to Wangsa Maju, then to Bukit Damansara, turns to Kelana Jaya, all the way to Sunway, and down to Federal Highway to go home. I was fear, to go home, the feeling of seeing someone's belongings make me sad, down and hurt; when i know the person was no longer there in the house. I just wanna run away from it, but I know somehow rather I have to face it one day, no matter how long I run away from it. Dealing with the feeling, accept the facts, supports from friends, are the courage that makes me move on, until today, until now, until I meet you.
I thought I would not fall in love that easily again after the hurt I experienced, after being loving someone so selflessly, so foolishly for almost 7 years. I told myself, enough, let's make everything, every pain i felt, every hurt on my heart beat to the end, never love like this again, unless that person could really do something that makes me feel touched.
Until I met you, after you broke off with your love one,that was being together for two years; all the lies told, all the things done, that come to the end, like my case, make me feel something, especially of knowing what kind of relationship you want in future. The more I chat with you, the more I fall into you. I don't know why. Sometimes, certain thing just have no answer.
After knowing you, home became a place that I wanted to go to the most. Wanted to chat with you in the MSN. Don't want you to wait for me for too long. We could chat for hours, until every time you have to remind me to sleep early, as need to work in the next morning, and I always tried to chat you for few more moment.
I know how you feel about me. I know your life and career are in chaos now. You resigned early this year, planning to go to S'pore to company your love one, never expect of the broke off. With so many people that are after you, and that you don't wish to jump into another relationship without knowing the person well. I have no option, besides respect your decision. I understand your condition, as once, my life was like that too. Thanks to the supports of my friends.
Thank you for your honesty. Thank you for your caring. Sorry for don't know how to react properly after hearing what you told me. Sorry for not knowing how to handle such condition. I was glad that I called you the next night, to talk to you over the phone, and tell you what is my decision.
No one know about future. All I wish for, is your happiness. Hope we would have the chance to get to know each other more, and well. I think our progression is good, even though we only keep in touch via sms or in MSN. Really wish we both have the time and chance to get to know each other better..
张栋梁 - 只因为你
从清晨露出微笑的金黄
我知道我不会再孤单
看你为我绽放的脸庞
放在心上
有了你我的世界不一样
童话里幸福终结了忧伤
你是我最靠近的坚强
有你陪我自在地遨翔抬头仰望
天空变成一座游乐场
世界更明亮
只因为你我情不自禁闭上眼睛
心里想了想还是你
不让你离开我的手心
呵护着你幻想着
紧抱在我怀里
只因为你我情不自禁这样为你
证明我不再孩子气
如果有一天我们老去寸步不离
回忆里如镜子都是你
Thursday, May 1, 2008
< 喜欢与爱(三) > Like & Love (3)
喜欢一个人，多数许多朋友，也会觉得快乐。
When you LIKE someone, even with lots of friends, you will still feel happiness,
爱一个人，是多一个人，都会难受的两个人的世界。
When you LOVE someone, it’s a world of two, that doesn’t allow a third person.
喜欢一个人，是甜腻的。
It’s sweet to LIKE someone.
爱一个人，是苦尽甘来的。
When you LOVE someone, bitter followed by happiness
喜欢一个人，你不会想到你们的将来
When you LIKE someone, you won’t think of the future.
爱一个人，你们常常在一起憧憬明天
When you LOVE someone, tomorrow is always planned together.
喜欢一个人，在一起的时候永远是欢乐
When you LIKE someone, you are always happy when being together
爱一个人，你会常常流泪
When you LOVE someone, you cry mostly for him.
喜欢一个人，当你们好久不见，你会突然想起他
When you LIKE someone, you think of him when didn’t hear from him for some time.
爱一个人，当你们好久不见，你会天天想着他
When you LOVE someone, you miss every moment even you didn’t see him for only a day.
喜欢一个人，当你想起他，你会微微一笑
When you LIKE someone, you smile when think of him.
爱一个人，当你想起他，你会对着天空发呆
When you LOVE someone, you daze when you think of him.
喜欢一个人就是希望大家都开心
When you LIKE someone, you wish both are happy.
爱一个人希望他会更开心
When you LOVE someone, you wish he is happier than before.
喜欢一个人，你要得只是今天
When you LIKE someone, all you want is today.
爱一个人，你期望的是永远
When you LOVE someone, all you wish for is forever
喜欢一个人，是看到了他的优点
When you LIKE someone, you see his good.
爱一个人，是包容了他的缺点
When you LOVE someone, you tolerate his weakness.
喜欢一个人，特别自然
When you LIKE someone, you are natural.
爱一个人，特别坦然
When you LOVE someone, you are calm
喜欢一个人，有时候盼和他在一起
When you LIKE someone, you hope to be with him sometimes.
爱一个人，有时候怕和他在一起
When you LOVE someone, you are afraid of being with him sometimes.
喜欢一个人，不停的和他争执
When you LIKE someone, you won’t stop arguing with him.
爱一个人，不停的为他付出
When you LOVE someone, you won’t stop paying out for him.
喜欢一个人，希望他可以随时找到自己
When you LIKE someone, you hope he could get you anytime.
爱一个人，希望可以随时找到他
When you LOVE someone, you hope to get him anytime.
喜欢一个人，总是为他而笑
When you LIKE someone, you always laugh for him
爱一个人，总是为他而哭
When you LOVE someone, you always cry for him.
喜欢，是一种心情
LIKE is an emotion.
爱，是一种感情
LOVE is a sensation.
喜欢，是一种直觉
LIKE is an intuitive
爱，是一种感觉
LOVE is a feeling.
喜欢，可以停止
LIKE could be stopped
爱，没有休止
LOVE would never end.
喜欢，是执着
LIKE is clinging.
爱，是值得
LOVE is worth it.
喜欢就是喜欢，很简单
LIKE is simple
爱就是爱，很复杂
LOVE is complicated
喜欢你，却不一定爱你
LIKE someone doesn’t mean you LOVE someone
爱你，就一定很喜欢你
If you LOVE someone, then you LIKE him very much.
其实，喜欢和爱仅一步之遥
It is only a fine thin line between LIKE and LOVE
但，想要迈这一步
But, to take the first step
就看你
It depends on you
是喜欢迈这一步
To step out as LIKE,
还是爱迈这一步
Or step out as LOVE.
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All I could do to stay in touch with you was through MSN and SMS. Wish to call you, but it's always too late, worried that might disturb you. I was happy to receive your SMS. At least you replied me when you were free, even it's bit slow ^_^.
This message make my mind runs wild, and my heart skip a beat.
"Actually wat u do at night? Every nite reach home 12am something. Last time u not like tht."
A very simple yet concerning message. I know you care and concern about me, as I need to wake up early for work. You always asked me to go to bed early every night when we chat in MSN, just that I want to chat with your more, end up always stay up late with you, and feel sleepy at work the next day..
The message you sent to me, make me think that you are worried about me, besides concern and care. Were you worried that I was meeting some other people at night for some nasty reason or action till I always went home late?
Dear, when I told you I like you, I meant it. I won't do anything that make you feel upset, even we are not together yet. This is what I promised myself. I won't hurt the feeling of someone I love, not like our X-es.
This is how I replied you:
"I know it's time for us to get know each other more, and I know you start to care about me. Please have faith in me and trust me, I will never do anything that betray my feeling and love that I have on you. When I love you, I love you with all my heart and soul, and that worried me, as I scared to be hurt again.. Yes, I love you.. Never know I would love someone so soon again."
We both don't know what future had for you and me. I just cherished all the moment and time that I could spend time with you, as I only see you twice a week, in gym class. Give me a chance, and give yourself sometime, let us get know each other more, and let time reveal what fate had planned for us, ok?
Hermes House Band - Can't Take My Eyes off You
I love you, baby,
And if it's quite alright,
I need you, baby,
To warm a lonely night.
I love you, baby.
Trust in me when I say:
Oh, pretty baby,
Don't bring me down, I pray.
Oh, pretty baby, now that I found you, stay
And let me love you, baby.
Let me love you.
You're just too good to be true.
Can't take my eyes off you.
You'd be like Heaven to touch.
I wanna hold you so much.
At long last love has arrived
And I thank God I'm alive.
You're just too good to be true.
Can't take my eyes off you.
I love you, baby,
And if it's quite alright,
I need you, baby,
To warm a lonely night.
I love you, baby.
Trust in me when I say:
I love you, baby,
And if it's quite alright,
I need you, baby,
To warm a lonely night.
I love you, baby.
Trust in me when I say:
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