< 喜欢与爱(二) > Like & Love (2)

当你站在你爱的人面前,你的心跳会加速

When you stand in front of someone you LOVE, your heart beat increases

但当你站在你喜欢的人面前,你只感到开心

But when you stand in front of someone you LIKE, you only feel happiness

当你与你爱的人四目交投,你会害羞

When you meet the eyes of someone you LOVE, you feel shy

但当你与你喜欢的人四目交投,你只会微笑

But when you meet the eyes of the person you LIKE, you just smile

当你与你爱的人对话,你觉得难以启齿

When you talk to someone that you LOVE, it's hard to start a conversation

但当你和你喜欢的人对话,你可以畅所欲言

But if it's someone that you LIKE, you would never stop talking

当你爱的人哭,你会陪她一起哭

When the one you LOVE cries, you cry together

但当你喜欢的人哭,你会技巧的安慰她

But when the one you LIKE cries, you just consoled

当你不想再爱一个人,你要闭上眼睛并忍着泪水

When you can't LOVE someone, you have to close your eyes and hold your tears

当你不想再喜欢一个人,你只要掩住双耳

But when you don’t LIKE someone, you just have to close your ears

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This is one of your favourite songs.

I don't know what future had installed for you and me, but time reveals everything, whether we could be together.

Till then, I would be patient, care and love you as I can.

All I ask for is the chance and don't avoid me, ok?

I'LL BE THERE for you no matter when and where you need me.


RyanDan - I'll Be There



You and I must make a pact
We must bring salvation back
Where there is love
I'll be there (I'll be there)

I'll reach out my hand to you
I'll have faith in all you do
Just call my name
And I'll be there (I'll be there)

I'll be there to comfort you
I'll Build my world of dreams around you
I'm so glad that I found you
I'll be there with a love so strong
I'll be your strength
You know I'll keep holding on

Let me fill your heart with joy and laughter
Togetherness when it's all I'm after
Just call my name
And I'll be there (I'll be there)

I'll be there to protect you
With an unselfish love that respects you
Just call my name
And I'll be there (I'll be there)

I'll be there to comfort you
Build my world of dreams around you
You know I'm so glad I found you
I'll be there with a love so strong
I'll be your strength, you know I'll keep holding on

If you should ever find someone new
I know she'd better be good to you
'Cause if she doesn't
Then I'll be there (I'll be there)

Don't you know baby
I'll be there
I'll be there
Just call my name
And I'll be there
Just call my name
And I'll be there

<喜欢与爱> Like & Love

Receive this from a friend. SORRY for the English translation.

爱是他在的时候，眼睛里只有他一人

他不在的时候，一切都带有他的影子

LOVE is when he’s around, it’s only him that you see
When he is not around, everything you see is him.

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喜欢是在深夜看书时突然想起他，想象他现在做什么，心里漾起一阵轻飘飘的温暖，却从不主动给他打电话。几分钟后，注意力又重新被书中的情节吸引!

LIKE is thinking of him in the midnight when you are reading, thinking of what he is doing now, feel the warmness in your heart, but would never call him. After few minutes, your attention are drawn back by the story in the book！

爱是在寂寞的夜里，思念如潮水般涌来，手里捧着书却怎么也看不进去，心里惦记着他此时是否还在加班，吃没吃晚饭，是不是如自己想着他一般想着自己。

LOVE is in lonely night, couldn’t stop missing him, can’t read anything even the book is in your hand, all you think of are, is he still working in office, had he taken his dinner, would he missing you like how you did.

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喜欢是和他讨论问题争的面红耳赤，各不相让，在他面前像个刺猬一样从不认输，但在心里却早已暗暗佩服他的见地他的才华。

LIKE is arguing with him over certain issue, not give in, but was impressed by him.

爱是希望他和自己步调一致，和自己心灵相通，他无心说的一句玩笑话也能让自己顷刻情绪低落甚至眼泪汪汪。在他面前，自己是从不设防的。

LOVE, is hoping he is synchronizing with you, think alike with you; a playful joke that could make you feeling down. You are off guard in front of him.

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喜欢是出门在外给他发个短信，告诉他这边的天气很好，然后把手机关掉，独自在异地疯玩一个星期，晒成一个黑人后突然出现在他面前吓他一跳。

LIKE is sending him a SMS when you are outstation, tell him the weather over here and switch off your phone, enjoy yourself alone for the whole week, tanned up yourself, and show up in front of him to surprise him.

爱是无论到哪都希望有他陪伴。可以站在海边给他打手机，让他听听海浪的声音；也可以因为在异乡的街道上看到一个酷似他的背影而愣在原地久久不动。

LOVE is hoping for his accompany no matter where you go. Calling him at the shore let him listens to the wave; or stoned when seeing someone who look like him on the street in oversea.

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喜欢是他出差前简单的道一声"一路平安"，看着他离去的背影，心中有一点不舍，却什么也不说，只是默默等待他归来的消息.

LIKE is wishing him “Safe Journey” before he goes outstation, watching him leaving, feeling hard to let go, but remain silent, and wait for him to come back.

爱是他临出差前千叮咛万嘱咐，往他的背包里塞满衣服和食物，在车站要等到火车开走才肯离开。并且在他走后的日子里天天心神不定，一遍遍的祈祷他能够平安归来。

LOVE is telling him to take good care of himself before he leaves, pack his luggage, leaving only after the bus disappear in the far horizon. Worry about him every day after he left, and pray that him would return safely.

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喜欢是在受伤的时候，不想让他看到自己脆弱的一面，在他面前把眼泪悄悄抹掉，转过头依然是一副快乐坚强的模样。

LIKE is when you are hurt, you will not let him see the weak side of you. You will wipe off your tears quietly, and pretended to be happy when you turned around to face him.

爱是在受委屈的时候，爬在他的胸前痛哭，没有伪装没有顾虑，把所有的烦恼统统告诉他，并渴望从他的怀抱中得到安慰。

LOVE is when you are hurt, you would cry in front of him, not pretending, not hesitating; telling him all your trouble, and hoping he would concern your sadness.

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喜欢是和他周末逛街逛累了一起吃肯德基；是在寒冷的冬天和他抢一杯热咖啡；是和他并肩走在街上中间始终隔着半米的距离；是陪他一起在电脑前打游戏两个人笑的像个孩子。

LIKE is having KFC with him in the weekend after shopping; is fighting for the cup of hot coffee in the winter; is walking on the street with him but keeping half a meter distance; is laughing with him like kids when playing computer games.

爱是周末利用半天时间亲手做出几道好菜满足的看他吃下去；是在寒冷的冬天不断为他的咖啡杯里续上热水；是和他走在街上任由他紧紧挽着自己的手；是在他旁边安静着做着，幸福地看着他在电脑前工作时专心的样子。

LOVE is cooking meals for him over the weekend; is adding on hot coffee into his cup in the winter; is walking on the street with his hand holding yours; is sitting quietly next to him, watching him concentrate in front the computer with his work.

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喜欢是听他讲自己童年的趣事，然后哈哈大笑，心中涌起一阵莫名的感动。

LIKE is listening to his childhood stories, having a good laugh, and feeling touch.

爱是听他将自己童年的趣事，然后微微一笑，心中更加怜惜眼前这个曾经如此调皮捣蛋的男人

LOVE is listening to his childhood stories, giving him a smile, and loving the man who used to be a naughty boy even more.

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喜欢是在楼道里碰上他，愉快的和他打声招呼，再简单寒暄几句，擦肩而过的时候看见了窗外明媚的阳光，心情无端好了起来。

LIKE is meeting him at the stairway, greeting him happily, have a short conversation, feeling good when seeing the shiny day outside the window after wishing him goodbye.

爱是在楼道了看见他，脸上装出一副毫不在乎的表情，但在擦肩而过时细心感受身边颤动的空气，于是忍不住回头望一眼。

LOVE is seeing him at the stairway, pretending you do not care, but cannot resist yourself to turn around to look at him after he passed by.

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喜欢是看到他和另一个女孩牵手走过，心里有一点点疼，但很快会冲着朝阳重新扬起笑脸。

LIKE is seeing him holding someone’s hand on the street, felt hurt, but would make yourself happy when you move on.

爱是输不不起的游戏，付出全部只后，留下的可能仅仅是刻在心底的一道伤痕

LOVE is a game that you could not lose, giving so many thing, what you have might be the scar that hurts in your heart.

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喜欢一个人是想要他是自己的，所以，可以喜欢很多人，想要很多人都是自己的。

LIKE someone is hoping that he belongs to you, thus, you could like a lot of people, and wish everyone belong to you.

爱是明明离不开他，却要不得不放弃他，因为他要的幸福，也许我给不了。不敢霸占他，希望看他找到幸福，即使那份幸福不是跟我分享的。

LOVE is knowing that you could live without him, but have to leave him, because you might not be able to give him what he wants. Hoping that he would encounter happiness, even it’s not shared with you.

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喜欢是，希望寂寞的时候，无聊的时候，伤感的时候，找个人说说话。

LIKE is hoping someone to talk to you when you are alone, when you are sad.

爱是，在任何时候都想跟他分享，快乐的时候甚至希望把所有快乐都给了他。

LOVE is sharing everything with him all the time; include giving him the happiness that you felt.

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喜欢是，在很久很久没联络的时候，接到他的电话，然后笑着听他说话。

LIKE is receiving his call after lost in contact for a long time, and listening to him with a smile.

爱是，在几天没有联络的时候，着急得的打电话给他，然后忍住眼泪笑一笑。

LOVE is calling him immediately after not hearing from him for days, and smile with tears in eyes.

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喜欢，只有在一起的时候，才惦记着对方。

LIKE is missing him only when you are with him.

爱，是哪怕是在一起，每一秒钟也都在思念思念他。

LOVE is missing him every second even you are with him.

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This is specially to someone who like this song very much after attending Body Pump 65.
It makes me think of you every time when I listen to this song.
I don't know if I LIKE you or I LOVE you
I'm always thinking of you..



RyanDan - Like The Sun



I tried to hide from you
but i failed
i tried to lie to you
but how i failed
and even in my darkest time
you gave me light
i never knew this kinda love could feel so right
when i’m in your arms
i find myself believe it
we could be anywhere
so i can keep on dreaming

(Chorus)
whenever you're close to me, you're like the sun
you feel like the sun
and everyday you telling me
i am the one
i am the one who makes you shine

and i know
whenever you want me to, i’ll go
and even when your not with me
i feel you there
i only have to look and see
and i’ll know where
when i’m holding you
the world can stop it’s turning
you're always gonna pull me through
and i won’t be returning

(Chorus)
whenever you're close to me, your like the sun
you feel like the sun
and everyday you're telling me
i am the one
i am the one who makes you shine

you're like the sun
you keep me warm
you're telling me

when i’m in your arms
we can be anywhere
we can be anywhere

(Chorus)
whenever you're close to me, you're like the sun
you feel like the sun
and everyday you're telling me
i am the one
i am the one who makes you shine

whenever you're close to me, you're like the sun
you feel like the sun
and everyday you're telling me
i am the one
i am the one who makes you shine
your like the sun
your like the sun

<生命。水> Fluid Like a River

Living Like Water

The journey of water as it flows upon the earth can be a mirror of our own paths through life. Water begins its residence on Earth as it falls from the sky or melts from ice and cascades down a mountain into a tributary or stream. In the same way, we come into the world and begin our lives on Earth. Like a river that flows within the confines of its banks, we are born with certain defining characteristics that govern our identity. We are born in a particular time and place, into a specific family, and with certain gifts and challenges. Within these parameters, we move through life, encountering many twists, turns, and obstacles along the way—just as a river flows.

Water is a great teacher that shows us how to move through the world with grace, ease, determination, and humility. When a river breaks at a waterfall, it gains energy and moves on. As we encounter our own waterfalls, we may fall hard, but we always keep going. Water can inspire us not to become rigid with fear or hold fast to what is familiar. Water is brave and does not waste time clinging to its past but flows onward without looking back. At the same time, when there is a hole to be filled, water does not flee from it, fearful of the dark; instead, it humbly and bravely fills the empty space. In the same way, we can face the dark moments of our life rather than running away from them.

Eventually, a river will empty into the sea. Water does not hold back from joining with a larger body, nor does it fear a loss of identity or control. It gracefully and humbly tumbles into the vastness by contributing its energy and merging without resistance. Each time we move beyond our individual egos to become part of something bigger, we can try our best to follow the lead of the river.

(This is an excerpt from the new DailyOM Book.)

<终 点> The End

Life without you by my side. The 112th day.

Every beginning is accompanied by an ending. It’s all depending on how it ends.

I always thought it would take me a long time to get over you, may be years. Anyhow, I think it’s time for me to get over, let go, and move on. Never think this day would come that soon. May be too many things happened these days. It gave me the chance to see things clearly.

Friend told me, God is FAIR. When HE took away something from you, HE had given you a better one as replacement. It depends if you see God’s plan. HE took you away from me, I questioned why. HE didn’t reply. HE let time tells me the truth. Minutes becomes hour, hours become day, days change to week, weeks accumulate to month. As time passes by, I discovered what God had installed for me, to let me see and learn what I missed out these years, what HE think I should learn.

HE knew I need support. HE sends me a group of true friends before HE executes HIS master plan. I learned and changed myself, from worse characters to a better person, who is learning how to appreciate sincerely of what is given, and be humble and truthful to self and other, and most important, learning how to LOVE myself. Only person who know how to love himself, know how to love others, in the right way.

Do feel pity that we ended up in this way, I thought we would be together for quite some time. I can’t deny the fact that there is no LOVE from you on me. It’s all just habits of being together, staying together. It hurts when we have to be aparted, but things happened for reasons. Now I understand.

Thank you for HURTING me, else I won’t know I could live these strong and positive than I ever knew without you. Thank you for making me grows with the hurt. Thank you for letting me learned what I had missed out these years, and gained it in my life again.

Sorry that I can’t continue to love you anymore, like what I told you last time, that no matter how you still the one I love the most. I know how I want to live my life and what I want in my life. What kind of relationship I want to involve in, and with what kind of person. You can't give me any of these.

This will be the last day. From tomorrow onwards, I will live my new life, a better life by myself, awaiting the right person to show up in my life, to make me love again.

This is the final chapter for you, and me…

GOOD BYE…

张敬轩 - 断点

静静地陪你走了好远好远
连眼睛红了都没有发现
听着你说你现在的改变
看着我依然最爱你的笑脸
这条旧路依然没有改变
以往的每次路过都是晴天
想起我们有过的从前
泪水就一点一点开始蔓延
我转过我的脸
不让你看见
深藏的暗涌已经越来越明显
过完了今天
就不要再见面
我害怕每天醒来想你好几遍
我吻过你的脸
你双手曾在我的双肩
感觉有那么甜我那么依恋
每当我闭上眼
我总是可以看见
失信的诺言全部都会实现
我吻过你的脸
你已经不在我的身边
虽然你不在我的身边
我还是祝福你过得好一点
断开的感情线
我不要做断点
只想在睡前再听见你的
蜜语甜言

<道 歉> Apologize

Life without you by my side. The 106th day.

Many things happened in these 3 months time. Healing slowly from the hurt, moving on slowly alone, with my best effort. I know many things happened to you too. I don't know if you ever or really sit down and think of what happened to you these days. If you don't, may be now is the best time for you to do so.

The whole team is waiting for the departure day, to kick-start the new job. Everyone is waiting for the time to come, and no one know when it would be, because it's not in their control. Until today, you are still jobless, and I could image your financial difficulty. I don't know if you did try to do something about it, but I believe friends around you did advice you to get some part time job for some extra income while you are waiting to depart for work.

Everyone is working, either they have their own business or they are waiting for the time to tender their resignation letter. May be you think it's hard for you to get a part time now. I don't know if you tried. Approaching S seems to be an option. At least you could do JC or combat replacement. Did you try? I know you don't have iPod, how about using CDs? I don't think you would have problem burning the tracks you want into CDs. The question is, do you try?

I know it's not my part to say anything now. I'm nobody to you now. No matter what you said, that you still miss and care me, from the bottom of your heart, it's a fact. You might not like what I'm going to say, it would be the last time I say this.

It depends how you want to take it, seriously or lightly, your choice. I always think that I'm lucky to know and have this group of friends from gym. Even I only know them for about 1 year plus, they do help me a lots, especially in these 3 months, when I'm hurt and sad and emotionally down in my life. They are the one who encourage me, support me and have faith in me, that I would be fine. There was time that they were almost giving up on me, as I don't want to face the truth, and allow myself to sink into my own sadness. That's the time when I know I have to pull myself together, to be strong, and stand up, move on, by myself, alone, in my future life.

They treat both of us equally, as we are both their friends. They don't wish to see us end up like this, but they can't do anything about it. What they hope and wish is that, both of us would be fine and move on, and perhaps, could still be friends again.

When I got message from F, about someone message him, telling that you are monitored and controlled by them, and have to have dinner with them. I know I'm once again in trouble, as I know it from someone the night before I got the message from F. I knew you would think it's me who told F this. It's not what I can control. I didn't tell anyone. Believe or not, up to you.

I'm shocked and sad at the same time when I know of this. First question arise was, how could you say this? From the beginning, at the time when you started to stay at their place, do they ever say anything? Do they collect rental from you? Do they treat you badly? They only thing that they couldn't provide is the proper place for you to sleep at night, they are sorry about that; other than that, you got everything. Ask yourself, do they ever stop you from going out or doing thing that you want to? Sometimes they do ask you to help them to pick up thing or send pets for grooming, but please think, would they ask your help if they can mange themselves? We both knew long time ago, that it's always our choice whether we want to dinner with them or not.

Do you know the whole group of friends is getting very disappointed with your behavior and attitude? No one stop you from doing things you want to. Just that they hope you know where is your limit of doing all these things, and what is more important in your life; work or meeting up your so-called FRIEND?

Remember what I told you long time ago? If a person tells you that you are wrong, that person might be wrong; but if everyone tells you the same thing, don't you think you need to stop and think, and ask yourself, is the thing told by your friends' right? Or may be you are wrong?

All friends just hope that you would be serious about yourself, and your future. Ever wander why they have to be so busy body, telling you all these things, when they have other things to do? Do you? Because they CARE. Because they treat you as FRIEND. All you give them just disappointment.

You are 28 this year. How long more you want to waste your time on things that waste your time, that don't bring any good to you? How long more you can play? 1 year? 2 years? 3 years? At the time when you think you want to settle down, what you have? Career? Money? Look? Body?

Yes, many people like you know, many people think you are cute, many people want to sleep with you, but, it's all physical. When you are not cute anymore, when you are not attractive anymore, when you can't satisfy them in bed anymore, who want you??? What you have to offer? What you have with yourself at that time? It's your life; you have full control of it. Many tried to help; it depends on how you take it.

You know? If you don't stop all the things that you do now, and change yourself into a better person, you won't go far. Baby, stop running away from responsibility. Stop denying yourself. No one is perfect in this world, all we try to do is to make ourselves a better person than yesterday.

ACTION SPEAKS LOUDER THAN WORDS. Everyone knows what to do, but if you don't put it into action, you will never be able to proof yourself to yourself and others.

I still love, and care you. It hurts when I know and see you being like this. I can't do anything to help you anymore, as I had done all I can in the past 7 years. I have to move on in the journey of my life, alone.

It's time for you to face it yourself. No one will say anything about it anymore these days, if you notice, and i could ensure you with that.

All I could say is, be strong, be determinate and do the right thing!!

Timbaland feature OneRepublic - Apologise

I'm holding on your rope

Got me ten feet off the ground

And I'm hearing what you say

But I just can't make a sound

You tell me that you need me

Then you go and cut me down

But wait...

You tell me that you're sorry

Didn't think I'd turn around and say..

That it's too late to apologize, it's too late

I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late

I'd take another chance, take a fall, take a shot for you

And I need you like a heart needs a beat (But that's nothing new)

Yeah yeah I loved you with a fire red, now it's turning blue

And you say

Sorry like the angel heaven let me think was you

But I'm afraid

It's too late to apologize, it's too late

I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late

Woahooo woah It's too late to apologize, it's too late

I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late

I said it's too late to apologize, yeah yeah

I said it's too late to apologize, a yeah

I'm holding on your rope

Got me ten feet off the ground