<终 点> The End

Life without you by my side. The 112th day.

Every beginning is accompanied by an ending. It’s all depending on how it ends.

I always thought it would take me a long time to get over you, may be years. Anyhow, I think it’s time for me to get over, let go, and move on. Never think this day would come that soon. May be too many things happened these days. It gave me the chance to see things clearly.

Friend told me, God is FAIR. When HE took away something from you, HE had given you a better one as replacement. It depends if you see God’s plan. HE took you away from me, I questioned why. HE didn’t reply. HE let time tells me the truth. Minutes becomes hour, hours become day, days change to week, weeks accumulate to month. As time passes by, I discovered what God had installed for me, to let me see and learn what I missed out these years, what HE think I should learn.

HE knew I need support. HE sends me a group of true friends before HE executes HIS master plan. I learned and changed myself, from worse characters to a better person, who is learning how to appreciate sincerely of what is given, and be humble and truthful to self and other, and most important, learning how to LOVE myself. Only person who know how to love himself, know how to love others, in the right way.

Do feel pity that we ended up in this way, I thought we would be together for quite some time. I can’t deny the fact that there is no LOVE from you on me. It’s all just habits of being together, staying together. It hurts when we have to be aparted, but things happened for reasons. Now I understand.

Thank you for HURTING me, else I won’t know I could live these strong and positive than I ever knew without you. Thank you for making me grows with the hurt. Thank you for letting me learned what I had missed out these years, and gained it in my life again.

Sorry that I can’t continue to love you anymore, like what I told you last time, that no matter how you still the one I love the most. I know how I want to live my life and what I want in my life. What kind of relationship I want to involve in, and with what kind of person. You can't give me any of these.

This will be the last day. From tomorrow onwards, I will live my new life, a better life by myself, awaiting the right person to show up in my life, to make me love again.

This is the final chapter for you, and me…

GOOD BYE…

张敬轩 - 断点

静静地陪你走了好远好远
连眼睛红了都没有发现
听着你说你现在的改变
看着我依然最爱你的笑脸
这条旧路依然没有改变
以往的每次路过都是晴天
想起我们有过的从前
泪水就一点一点开始蔓延
我转过我的脸
不让你看见
深藏的暗涌已经越来越明显
过完了今天
就不要再见面
我害怕每天醒来想你好几遍
我吻过你的脸
你双手曾在我的双肩
感觉有那么甜我那么依恋
每当我闭上眼
我总是可以看见
失信的诺言全部都会实现
我吻过你的脸
你已经不在我的身边
虽然你不在我的身边
我还是祝福你过得好一点
断开的感情线
我不要做断点
只想在睡前再听见你的
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