<不只是朋友> Not Just Friends

It was a long day yesterday. Working non-stop in school, busy checking answer and preparing the exam report of students. Had a monthly-scheduled teachers meeting until almost 6pm. Really exhausted. Rushing home to get my gym bag and went to MV for BodyCombat class at 6.40pm, was late for half of the class anyway.

BodyPump class at 7.50pm. You were outside the studio before BodyCombat class was overred. I was nervous. Don't know how to react when saw you. I was on stage as usual, shadowing. You were just in front of the stage. I don't know if you notice this, I was avoiding looking to your direction or avoiding eyes contact with you, however, we did have eyes contact, for once. I know you were looking at me time to time. I was stealing a glance at you from time to time too.

Class was overred, back to locker room, was thinking how to pass you the money. You were on phone when I walked to you. Just passed you the money, without any conversation. Felt relief, yet bit disappointed. Wanted to talk to you, but scare to talk to you. What's wrong with us? Or what's wrong with me?

Went to Jusco to get my dinner, was hoping to get your message, only received message from other friends. Went to MPH to buy books, and went home. Log-in to MSN as usual. You were not there. Had my dinner, do some house and room cleaning. You were online after I took my shower. Open the chat window of yours, but didn't send you any message. Listening to songs, wrapping my books.

You message me finally. Simple chat, about the class just now, and your online profile, then both were silence. Did you feel what I felt? Both of us are keeping a distance between us, unmentioned.

Still remember of what you chat in the same afternoon. You told me, that you have so many friends, but I'm the only one that you would share your "Sam Si" and give you some opinions or feedback, not even him nor friends you know them longer than me. I don't know what does that mean, or what you tried to tell; but Dear, you know what I think... Do you?



黄小琥 - 不只是朋友



你身边的女人总是美丽
你追逐的爱情总是游戏
在你的眼里
我是你可以对饮言欢的朋友
你从不吝啬催促我分享你的快乐
你开心的时候总是挥霍
你失意的片刻总是沉默
在你的眼里
我是你可以依靠倾吐的朋友
你从不忘记提醒我分担你的寂寞
你从不知道我想做的不只是朋友
还想有那么一点点温柔的娇纵
你从不知道我想做的不只是朋友
还想有那么一点点自私的占有

你开心的时候总是挥霍
你失意的片刻总是沉默
在你的眼里
我是你可以依靠倾吐的朋友
你从不忘记提醒我分担你的寂寞
你从不知道我想做的不只是朋友
还想有那么一点点温柔的娇纵
你从不知道我想做的不只是朋友
还想有那么一点点自私的占有

想做你不变的恋人
想做你一世的牵挂
想做你不只是朋友
喔....喔....
你从不知道我想做的不只是朋友
还想有那么一点点温柔的娇纵
你从不知道我想做的不只是朋友
还想有那么一点点自私的占有
你从不知道我想做的不只是朋友
还想有那么一点点温柔的娇纵
你从不知道我想做的不只是朋友
还想有那么一点点自私的占